| School starts for me tomorrow. I am a wholly new person than who I was on May 30th, 2007.
Being heartbroken, used, picked up off the ground.
The suffering, the learning, the friends.
The self-realizations.
The insomnia and the self-doubts.
The tears, screams, pain, agony.
The drugs, alcohol, partying.
Losing myself, and finding myself again.
So much anger, frustration, experience.
I have changed.
I am going into this new year on a wave of sleep-deprivation, optimism for my future, a sense of purpose and anarchy, revolution, my realization that I probably do, indeed, have a split personality, and knowing that I must rebuild my courage that I lost over the last eight months.
I mustn't be a coward for love.
Because that's what I am, I have no more courage to try anymore.
But until I face that battle, I will move on with my hellfire and war.
This year, I am going to make myself into whatever I want to be.
I will make this year.
This is my time.
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  fucking yes.
=D !!! I love that motherfucking movie. ! "I will carry us through this, kicking and screaming, but in the end...you will thank me."
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